yeah so....
my mommy's not coming home tonite.
and i am going to church with leah.
yup. gonna worship me some God.
i let him down everday of my life.
and he still loves me and will always forgive me.
thats what i love about him.
you know i never used to have
such great faith in him.
i used to hate him.
along with myself.
and sometimes i wasnt even sure he existed.
untill just recently i have
this new apprecitation for
everything in my life.
i never used to care if i lived
or if i died.
i would do anything. none of
it mattered to me.
im not so much the risk taker i once was.
i value things more than i ever have.
and i have become a better me.
people used to tell me that i changed.
but who doesnt?
from 8th grade to 11th so much about you changes.
these are the years you become who you
are, and you grow up.
your heart gets broken...
your whole world changes...
and you move on.
and although it seems like it never
will get better...
and i have experienced this for myself....
it always does.
