But I have a tonne of doubts, he behavior is irrational and a bit childlike, I really don't think shes taking anything serious.
I know shes lying about some things, Im over it who cares really?
I mean I figured anyone I ever was going to be with would lie, shes horrible with my feelings she just discards and everything has got to be her half-a** unchanged right wing way.
Definatly this girl has got a bit of issues, so I would LOVE to try and help her but yeah!
She refuses and continues to back away into a virtual world...Which is okay, and I respect that so I simply helped her fix her computer...
I think she's great and all and she claims she can be a b***h, well good for her.
I can be an a*****e and I am...!
I don't know why and my mind is completly on two tracks now for some reason...
I doubt its me getting mature or something...
Shes treating me like a toy sometimes, that I am not...actually Im the anti-toy for anyone who knows me!
Cause if she keeps it up, like anyone in the past Its gonna end in her getting hurt and I REALLY do not want her to.
I love this girl, but does she even really love me?
I mean she always trys to change subjects by putting a smile on her face or trying to kiss me to shut me up....
I HATE that...
WTF can't she just grow up and finally stop being so selfish, because this is annoying me...
I refuse to change anything about myself and in the end if she does keep trying to make me something she wants badly then she can shove it!
If she wants me then I am me, I am not a shell to become something else...
She also needs to get out of her Shallow rut and see whats here and now...
-KEITH HAM
