your pain is from me
as my tears fall down
and land here softly.
yes, i do love you
with all of my heart
but now my world
is falling apart.
i want to be with you
please believe me, its true.
please believe the last one
i wanted to hurt was you.
as i walked here today
tears frozen on my cheek,
my thoughts wander freely
'why am i so weak?
why can i not say
what my heart wants to tell?
i want to be with you forever,
not trapped in this shell.
i love you, i swear,
to you i'd never lie.
but now from what i've done,
my heart can only cry.
i've made a mistake
i want to take back
and now my heart is broken
turned cold and black.'
i dont want to be alive. i'm in so much pain. the one thing. i cant have it. and it hurts so much.
