feeling sleepy and bored its been a while i've talked to the person, that i think in my mind and dream of i know its been a while, but it feels like an internity feeling sleepy and bored, it makes me depress also the one i have dearly to my heart cant call me or saty to long in the internet it hard to be with him when, hes not aloud to be near the computer feeling sleepy and bored makes me think more and more of the one i luv dearly, and treasure him the most more than my life it makes me sad to see him go, to hear him say good bye, tho i know hes going to come back but not soon i know i have to wait and be paytiant since im feling sleepy and bored it makes me think of what to do when im around him, the one i luv dearly and treasure his luv in my heart i look at my sister sleeping i want to go to bed as well i cant, not now, i need to wait, my sis hates to be alone until i know she has fallen asleep ,i know i can go as she drifts off in her dreams about her world and thoughts i think of my dreams ans what a waits ,i havent dream any lately i hope this time i do, i hope its a dream rather than a nightmare it would be nice if it could be about the one i luv about him and i if it were to be of us together holding each other as we wish it to be what i need the most right now is him, but all i can hope for now is a dream atleast, for that in all could make me feel closer , realistic and warmer inside my heart feeling very sleepy and bored my thoughts are cleared and my sis, is asleep it feels nice to write the way i feel and know that the person i care and luv would know the way i feel for him, and hope he feels the same as i do
SmiIe · Sun Jan 07, 2007 @ 06:17am · 0 Comments |