Almost a year now, i lost a good friend. sure we had our bad times and of course the wonderful good old times. But i screwed it. my lieing. i lied a lot. you can never have a successful friendship with out trust. Due to this. i was a loner for the last 4 months of school last year. i was hurt badly. so badly that no one on the face of the earth could feel this feeling.
but then i met someone. i gained some more friends. and more. they love meh and i love them ever so much. i still love my ex- friends but there has been times where i just dont want them on this earth. I had a total reality check. which is good. i learned a very good thing. but in the process i lost. a friend. I know i probably sound like a bish right now for doing those things but it wasnt always like that. i remember. we used to always play video games. eat tons of ice cream (mint chocolate chip). we'd spend the night at houses. i remember being told i was slapped during my sleep because i kicked in meh sleep.
ha ha good times good times. Now imnot depressed now or anything. but there has been times where a friend who cuts herself
almostgot me to do it. she brought back all my bad memories and it almost convinced me to do it now my brother teases meh. my parents threatened to take meh to fauster care(spelling). imagine. do you think that makes me feel loved? or want to be on the face of the earth?but then i met someone. i gained some more friends. and more. they love meh and i love them ever so much. i still love my ex- friends but there has been times where i just dont want them on this earth. I had a total reality check. which is good. i learned a very good thing. but in the process i lost. a friend. I know i probably sound like a bish right now for doing those things but it wasnt always like that. i remember. we used to always play video games. eat tons of ice cream (mint chocolate chip). we'd spend the night at houses. i remember being told i was slapped during my sleep because i kicked in meh sleep.
ha ha good times good times. Now imnot depressed now or anything. but there has been times where a friend who cuts herself
but im better now. my brother still calls me emo, but my parents and i are getting along. i hope my dear old friends has a wonderful life and i wish her a merry christmas and happy new year!. i must be going now because my family and I are gonna spend some quality time camping in our cramped Rv and boat to the coast.
ps. If my old friend does read this which im sure she will. im sorry. i know its late for apologies but i truly am sorry. i hope you can forgive me. but i dont know if you will. i hope. i pray. well enjoy the rest of your vacation! heart
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