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Hello my friends or anyone who actually reads what i type out here,
I am on a new quest. No not a gaia quest for some item which i will eventually get anyway. It is a real life quest. Yep thats right a real life quest haha. To lose weight. Or well not lose weight gain weight is what i am truly tring to say. Yes right now i know it may sound wierd but trust me on this. Friends at school you bug me about this anyway ok so yeah you got your wish finally and sorta i still have to fufill it. I am going to try and lose most of the fat that i have on me and gain muscle. Since muscle weighs more then fat then i would be gaining weight but in a good wiegh and not in bad way like those people that just eat eat eat eat and eat some more then become terribly obese. Yeah i know people like that so don't comment on it ok? Ok? OK? okay hahaha. Yep my plan had started today with ways i know how to do so umm ask if you want i don't really care i might answer i might not if i am to sore to then i probably wont ok haha.

Yeah i was mostly bored today besides doing what i just mentioned. I am now going to blab on about some random topics that just pop to my head right now. JOHN HOW THE **** AM I A TRAITOR???? yeah that is one obviously targeting John so if you John read this pm me or tell me on the phone or comment or something. And yes i know you want to know something that i know that you want to know about you so you know. And I am not going out with Bailey so stop spreading that around stare I would tell you of all people if i was or not. Then again i should expect some of these things already but maybe like you said i really DON'T know you so maybe should you tell me more or let me come over.

What other random subject am i able to conjure up right at the moment let's take a look inside my brain shall we? No that would be disgusting and you wouldn't want to do that who knows what you might find in my mind of mine. Well ummm I really can't think of anything right now but uhh Let me think some more. xp WHY CAN'T I THINK I AM EXPECTED TO GOD DAMMIT WHY CAN'T I THINK!!! Finally i just thought of something to blab on about. Why do people fake who they are? Well I know dumb question to ask because almost everybody does it at one point if they admit or not they still did it. I know I have so at least i admit to it but there are some people that kill themselves by pretending that they are someone else or something else. We are who we are but can't we accept. Like f*** the other person if they don't so just screw them but come on you can't just go through life pretending to be someone. If you end up in jail or shunned by society because of it that may be a little problem but that just proves a larger problem for others. THat would so prove that people can't accept people being themselves or "different" as we call it. But in the world that we live in right now and currently what is normal anyway. Not teen or kid or adult can live a "normal" life anymore. Society and culture has become so corrupt that we can barely do anything about it. So yet my advice: deal with it and make the best out of it that you can. I hate it when people just lie to my face and then smile through there teeth at me knowing what they just said was a big friggin lie. They may think they are helping but no they are just making everything worse because then i become paranoid and think that everything they will ever say again could be a lie and i don't know if i can actually trust that person anymore to be truthful or not. I wish i could trust them I really do. It is one of the problems i am having with a few of my friends right now. Oh well if they can't see it then who else will. They will eventually catch on. I shouldn't have to tell them if it is wrong or not right? Or is that why i am known as Mr. Riddles as some call me because they can't take hints to some of the most obvious things. Holy crap i have been blabing a lot.

Since i do not want to waste any more of your time i will stop now and until next time.

Good-bye, KnuckleDuster101