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it's true those three words 'I love you' once upon a time meant me want to run to you a cry happily because I loved you. In my heart I forgive you because I can't hate but I just wish it wasn't this way... Though we can go back.... we could but I wont. I'm sorry to say it so meanly I just want to be your sister that is it. Maxtold me you laft and I wanted to fall to pieces saying what have I done but I know no matter who strong we love we aren't meant to be because we'll kill each other not with hands but in pain and I can't do that not to you so I left and made myself leave to give you a better chance and show you I am not the only one I've made mistakes...i'm not holy and show you you can love again without me just like i have. Our time meant something i wont forget but we cant be it's just not meant too and as hard as i trying to stay as much as i wanted to stay I can see into the future and see the we are doomed so i left you even after hour third wedding day because i could live that pain any longer.......I do forgive you but this is writen in stone 'I will never come back to you in this life time in love only be as your sister' Maybe next life time Ricky. use that as your wish. i make that wish ok sis heart heart heart heart heart