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Today i accodently made my mom cry.... i felt so bad... i said i was moving out when i was 16 and she told me not to even talk about that stuff and asked why i would even want to so i told her that it was because every day was a big ball of depression so she said "Oh really?" and i told her that living with her it was..............thats when she said " Well maybe if YOUR mom killed herself you would understand." and she started crying.... so yeah...........

i hate kayla.
with her,
if i had a choice between forgiving and dieing, i would choose dieing.
if i had a choice between falling off a cliff and saying hi to her, i would choose falling off a cliff
If i had the chance to kill her or a mass murderer that police have been tracking down for days, i would kill her.
If i had to be in the same room with her i would pretend she wasnt there like she does to me
If i had to drown or have her show me how useless i am, i'd let her tell me. Because it just lets me know how much i dont mean to her which would make me happier then ever, cuz ill know i hate her for a reason.

When people ignore me, i get a little angry.


MAY 14:
~this was awile ago, i dont hate her anymore so yeah...dont realleh feel like deleteing this work of art~