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Dear Journal,

I geuss for once I should write in here. I wanted to tell a little bit of my life so far this week. I got to see my brother for the frist time in 4 months, he's changed alot in jail, and I got a pic of us together in front of a christmas tree. I'm happy to see him looking better, he lost alot of weight but at least he hasn't lost his hope. Also I can see a change in my family, it could be better, but its working. I learn how to hold my tounge before a teacher who was out of place and though I knew a different teacher as a cold hearted person, but it came to be that he has a soft side too. I think that even if I try it looks like i could careless, so I'll try harder. I'll try to make like much more easy, but I know I might kill myself in doing so. I found out that deep inside of me their was a love, but I lost it long ago so I'll have to force myself to let go before it takes over my life like it has so many times before. Holding me back I came to see.

Like all ways. "Fools for love, Were fools for love."

See that I come back one day.

From,
Ty.