Hmm i got hacked and it feels sad all my hard work and the helps of friends that made me my avatar the way it looks, is gone all the memories i had of my friends was cuz of my avatar i never knew i would be hacked and start a new i feel sad i cant be me but start another me while someone is the real me its sad to start a new ,when you had everything then its taken away from you its sad to think it, thats why, i wont think at all ill think of a new me and having new friends still being me though its not the same ill take time untill i feel well and better i hope i wont get hacked i learned a lesson not to trust others as much as i did ill trust them but its not the same thing as back then its sad how it started with my exboyfriend i wont blame him but myself for still believing someone you thought you could deepend its all my fault for relying on the ones you count on im starting a new avatar still desame me and same name with the same password but i still have to work hard to get the things i wanted though i was close to being the dream avatar i wish i could of been not even for a day i would of stayed and felt happy suceeding my goal i have to try once again and doing it all over for i wont give up i still have hope in me for this hope i have only comes from one person who still trusts me is the only person i love today is the person i hope i could see my self in the furure with ,until death i do not belive in hope but you make me feel like its really there and it does egsist im starting a new and maybe this time i'll be a good one cuz i hope you'll be ther beside me always to care for me as i do for you, i felt sad until i thought of you know its all warm inside my face does not have a froun but a smile instead cus its good to start a new life and a new look forget the past and look at the present for what is in front of me i wouldnt want to leave behind me but to be hold by it and be close to it
SmiIe · Mon Dec 25, 2006 @ 11:20am · 1 Comments |