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~once again~
Hmm i got hacked and it feels sad
all my hard work and the helps of friends that made me
my avatar the way it looks, is gone
all the memories i had of my friends was cuz of my avatar
i never knew i would be hacked and start a new
i feel sad i cant be me but start another me
while someone is the real me
its sad to start a new ,when you had everything
then its taken away from you
its sad to think it, thats why, i wont think at all
ill think of a new me and having new friends
still being me though its not the same ill take time
untill i feel well and better
i hope i wont get hacked i learned a lesson not to trust
others as much as i did
ill trust them but its not the same thing as back then
its sad how it started with my exboyfriend
i wont blame him but myself for still believing someone
you thought you could deepend its all my fault for relying
on the ones you count on
im starting a new avatar still desame me and same name
with the same password but i still have to work hard to get the things i wanted
though i was close to being the dream avatar i wish i could of been
not even for a day i would of stayed and felt happy suceeding my goal
i have to try once again and doing it all over for i wont give up
i still have hope in me for this hope i have
only comes from one person who still trusts me
is the only person i love today is the person i hope i could
see my self in the furure with ,until death
i do not belive in hope but you make me feel like
its really there and it does egsist
im starting a new and maybe this time i'll be a good one
cuz i hope you'll be ther beside me always to care for me
as i do for you, i felt sad until i thought of you know its all
warm inside my face does not have a froun but a smile instead
cus its good to start a new life and a new look
forget the past and look at the present
for what is in front of me i wouldnt want to leave behind me
but to be hold by it and be close to it


SmiIe
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  • User Comments: [1]
    OMFG that's gay if i get hack ill go crazybut hmmm lol ill give you gold stephanie

    comment saiaka1010 · Community Member · Tue Dec 26, 2006 @ 08:07am
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