Oh cool I sign on for two seconds and click my profile. Right there I get another event! A blue box this time I opened it and got a coon tail. My rare event luck has been better lately in the last couple weeks I've gotten 2 trunks, 1 pink link, giftbox and a blue giftbox. Looks like I don't need to worry about gaia gold for a while. But anyways onto the actual important stuff that doesn't have to deal with a silly game. My day at work was pretty much a repeat of yesterday. I painted signs untill noon and then stacked wood. Thought it was in the thirties this morning. I really need to get a work coat soon.
sweatdrop Anyways I got home and watched FLCL again. Though I kept nodding our towards the end it was still great. I really love the animation in the one. It doesn't really bother me that there is no predicting the next string of events or finding any concrete plot in the series. I just love the animation blended with the music. It's really amazing and I do enjoy the meaning behind the series that well looking at it logically it is a metaphor for a boy coming of age...or well who knows I'll watch it a couple more times before I start talking like I know what I'm talking about.
But what shall I ramble about now? Oh I know I'll post some of the few poems I've written! Each with an explaination and some sort of background!
3nodding My first poem
Sitting here hands shaking. Glancing around heart racing. Desperatly thinking..."what will happen next?" Turning back staring unblinking. The illuminating monitor before me casting shadows across the room. Pulse quickening as time begins to pass...mere seconds go by but seem to everlast...this breath I take why is it so hard to grasp? The question I asked will it be answered? Nervously watching awaiting a reply. Any reply... Good bad it matters little now... as long as this moment of unknowing ceases to continue ongoing. Watching a message appearing before me. Thinking before having time to read. "This girl I've begun to adore..what will her answer be? Will it be yes or will it be no?" Heart leaping sitting here hands shaking. Staring at the screen beginning to read..At last recieving the answers I've waited to hear for so long. A smile forms at my lips. My pulse quickening...heart pounding deep within my chest...is it possible? Could it be did she...say yes?
I wrote this poem a long time ago now. After being begged for quiet awhile to right one. I regret this perticular poem right now. But regardless I wrote it and here it is. This poem is pretty much just about someone asking someone out online.
Our First Kiss
Glancing around the small theater full of zest.
Feeling excited that I'm actually here.
Heart pounding rapidly within my chest.
Why am I so nervous it's so hard to speak to utter anything all I can do is think that I'm glad to be hers. Sitting there excited and in slight fear.
My voice caught within my throat.
Sitting there hand grasped around hers.
Mind circling around her making me feel like I could float.
Turning to the screen for a moment quickly darting back to her.
Looking at her as she smiles.
Butterflies fluttering within my stomach. Thinking "I can't believe I'm here with her"
Gaining courage looking at her smile. Feeling like I just ran a mile.
Leaning over finally doing what I had wanted to do since I first saw her. Pressing my lips to hers feeling happy for the first time. Thinking no knowing "This won't be the last time.
I wrote this poem for my girlfriend Julia. Not much later than the first time we met in person and the first time we kissed. Now I have two more poems written up for Julia in between the next poem. However I wrote one in a notebook to her and the other I beleive is in an email. I'll look for that one now but I got 96 emails to go through I'll probally save it for another update but anyway hers the one I got online.
Your Perfect
Your Perfect
You the girl I love.
With every push and shove.
I take I realize it's all worth it.
Your so great and wonderful with you I'll never throw another fit.
To be with you fills my life with happiness.
Now that were together I can no longer feel sadness.
It's just madness how much I adore you.
From your the way you smile to the way you tie your shoe.
It makes me love you as no other can do.
The beauty of you never ceases to amaze me.
Your so perfect you smile even when I make a shtinky.
My love for you knows to bounds.
It leaps above just by hearing the sounds.
Of your angelic voice it makes me close my eyes.
And rejoice in happy loving sighs.
I think of you every night and day.
Visions of you in my head dance and play.
Your so wonderful and I truly am lucky to be with you.
I love you Julia.
That one I wrote for Julia when she was having a bad day. I wanted to cheer her up so at random I wrote a poem for her. I sent it in my nightly email to her.
3nodding Well I have one more but I wrote it for a friend. After showing him a previous poem of mine he demanded I write one for him. About how much I love him. He was joking of course however I wrote a poem as a joke. It was just meant to mess with him and amuse us. It's just a joke and nothing more. I'll post it here however it's not really something decent enough to show just anyone.
So I'm going to post it in white text. Read it only if you want to. Remember it was your choice and I'm not held responsible for you getting offended. That being said here we go.
My first poem-The joke
Sitting here something throbbing.
Why... Why can't I stop my head from bobbing?
Heart pounding vision blurring.
Thinking "I sure hope it don't start spurtting"
Face growing warm.
Oh god I hope he doesn't forget to warn...
Mouth watering sitting here with something throbbing.
Hands Grasping...something rasping.
Long moments pass as something pounds me fast.
Will he tell? Will I know?
Or will he just let it flow?
Heart pounding something throbbing.
Seconds pass something begins to gasp.
Will I know when to let go?
Something tapping my shoulder.
Pulling back feeling like a navy soldier.
Is it possible...could it be...did he tell me?
Well now theres all my poems I have with me. If I find anymore I'll post them in another entry. But for now it's waiting for Julia time!
~DJ Bothwell
XDvandalDJ · Wed Oct 06, 2004 @ 12:46am · 5 Comments
