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I never thought I'd feel this way
Full of words, yet nothing to say
As I face my worst Fear
You...not being here
I always wonder why you were forced to leave me all alone
I never thought I'd be on my own
But here i stand
Without the guidance of your loving hand
I take a look at all the people and shake
Putting on a smile though it is fake
I tell the mot to worry
Hoping they won'y say i'm so sorry
Cause it might make me fall apart
It just might shader my aching heart

So much left to say that will never be said
Everything about you is still here
I can't get your smile out of my head
I'm afriad I will lose my mind
How am i to leave you behind!

I lie in my room
Silently drowning in gloom
Thinking about evey hug and kiss
In my pillow i clutch my fist
Wht did you leave that night?
I knew something didn't feel right

You turned the curb to sharp
You felt no pain is what they say
The truck was mangled you couldm't of lived no way.

Letting you drive drunk was my biggest mistake
Now I pay for it by my heart ach.
I have to move on without you
Turn out to be the most hardest thing to do.

Now i cry myself to sleep
I will whisper above a peep
The things i should have told you
Stay here tonight baby i love you
Now you know how i feel
So now i can begin to heal

Rest in peace with the angels that protect you
Shine bright and fill the sky with your lovely light
And forgive me this night