******** the world and ******** society to start.... im in a really bad mood today.... the mom Leclere cant ******** stop talking about other people and especially waited untill t he meeting after underlining a section in an article and then deciding during good of the order to talk about it in our meeting... and say that maybe we should be more positive about demolay to people who might join and not talk bad about videos that are 50 years old in front of them because it is our only resource..... WHAT THE ********!!!!!! We have MUCH more recent videos that they could get that are much better but our fuicking chapter cant realize this, not only that but mom a backs her up..... she ******** tries to not directly say its me and kerry but more or less use hints to do so, all she seems to do is rant and rave about people in the ******** article instead of just talking about actually relevant stuff.
Also im starting to question if i will ever be able to get together with mandy because when kerry kept being an a*****e and jokingly saying we were dating she didn't seem to happy about it which makes me wonder if she likes someone in the chapter and she doesnt want them to think that. Either way i dont give a s**t anymore because once you try everything you can for someone there is nothing else you can do. I like to see her smile and to make her happy but if she doesn't like me that way then there is no way were getting together. Whatever though i could probabbly just keep going on alone anyways i mean what the hell its not like i hgavent gone this far alone. I mean i ******** only go to demolay s**t just to see her again and just to make her happy and if i lose that i have no reason to go anymore....
I could talk about the fun stuff of this week like the dance and all that stuff but im too mad right now......
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