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I just don't know anymore what to except sad
So I went with my exboyfriend, alex, out. Just as friends, but I always wanted him back. So I asked him to give is a second chance after 4months of being seperated. He has thought a lot about it and he wanted to go out with me. So I was there, he was there. We had so much fun, and we just grew back towards each other. He bought me drinks, and opened doors for me. He said he was sorry and it was all a mistake the breaking up part. So he kissed me, he was so conciveced. He actually kissed me more than once xd
So then I had to go home, he had to walk home because he missed the last train. He didn't mind it. All seemed fine whee
At 1.30 pm I got a message from him that he didn't want me to tell the 'good' news to everyone and that everything went to quikly for him. He wants to tthink about it. It really hurts me, he kissed me and said we were back together emo
Now I don't know what we are, he's still thinking. (maybe good, maybe bad)