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I wear a band-aid on my heart.
It gets hurt so many times.
It never gets any protection.

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	I'm scared. And I can't stop.
	I'm scared. And I can't stop.


What does 'I love you but. . .' mean? It scares me... If it means what I have the feeling it does...I'm going to Hang Myself. Because , I'm truely happy... I don't feel like breaking again. What if he never loved me..Like Anna? Never really had feelings for me. Just wanted me for a 'feeling'. BUT THERE WAS NOTHING THERE! I can't stop Crying. I'm scared... So scared... I wonder what the 'Self- Respecting' me would do?' Nothing. Just stand and watch....right..? I DON'T KNOW... v-v And to top it all the ****** off. My own Dad was making fun of me... ,., I just don't know.... CHOKETRENDKILL** · Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 03:57am · 8 Comments


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<******** the world and all it's worth, every ounce of planet earth.."

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Lord Fredric Dumdum
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 04:13am

"Boys are stupid, Throw rocks at them." A great magnet, shirt, and button once said.

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 04:18am

That doesn't help...

Brittany Bomb
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 04:30am

You're calling me self-centered

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 05:19am

Brit.
I never care about myself.
Never.
Get over yourself or stop talking to me.
I'm sick of it.

[.Emo Ink-Pen.]
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 05:37am

Why......why did you have to come and make this?
You don't even know what I was gonna say......
I'm already having a hard time, and.......Sam....
Is it right to have to read all of this?
..........Because I did.....
I already seem like a bad person.
And the people who 'don't care' about you?
They're here. People I don't even know are jinxing me......

.....It hurts. Completely.....
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CHOKETRENDKILL
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 05:40am

Then why'd you even say it?
You're not a bad person.
I just can't shutup.
I ******** everything up...
I....
Joy...
More tears.
I'm sorry.
Okay?
I just....I don't know..
I'm a bad person.
I'm just jealous...and scared.
I'm just insane...
Totally and Completely insane.

[.Emo Ink-Pen.]
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 05:46am

Because I had something to say........
Now because of World War, and America earning it's freedom of speech, I can't even swallow without wanting to hearl......

That's all people tell me.
They're sorry.
Blaize get's a girlfriend and tells me 'Sorry'...
Friends hardly cover me in a fist fight and say 'Sorry'......
Me.
I'm scared.
Terrified.
Of lonliness.
What if Blaize moves away.
I thought if he did, I'de still have you........But now.........

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 05:59am

I want to know what was going to be said.
You will always have me.
I was just...
Freaked out.
I am truley sorry.
I...don't know what happened to me.
A trigger pulled in my brain...I snapped.

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