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From:Shards of Alesya
No one else was about at this time of evening, most of them enjoying dinner with their families. Mothers who were heads of church women's groups, fathers who were little league coaches and lodge members sat down with children they did not have time to get to know, in a houses which were not homes, but souless prisons. They worked ninety hours a week to pay the mortgage on a house in wich they did not live, but only slept, and the note on cars which proclaimed to the neighborhood that they were masters of the universe. Rain walked past, and pitied them. They strove so hard to pretend they were happy, never finding that peace which only came with understanding oneself. Even if she was often trapped within herself, seemingly unable to connect with her fellow humans, Rain at least had a sense of inner peace which only came form spending much time in self contemplation. She might be tormented by feelings of awkwardness in the world at large, but at least she felt like she knew herself. So, she pitied them. 'They spend all their time trying to fill a void in their lives with everything that is not the answer. Things never bring them peace, and they never quite understand why they are so unhappy. They have a perfect family, car house...and yet it's all empty. They never look within for the truth. In the end, they have no peace with themseves, and even sadder, they don't even know that's what they're missing. Pitiful.


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  • User Comments: [4]
    It's really sad what you wrotte here. May I ask you whats make you enjoy this little part of a story and why did you writte it down here?

    I'm not sure to understand everything but sometime the solution of an emotional problem isn't a material answerd.
    Understanding oneself is something almost impossible to every human poeple. Does it mean that we will never be happy. Of course not, everyone find a truth and makes it his life, or the center of his life.
    A part of my trip here is to know myself better, so it also means that I don't know myself perfectly actually and I may never know but you can always learn more about it. It doesn't prevent me to be happy, and you are the best prove of it.

    Tell me a little more about this paragraphe please, it looks interesting and I don't want misunderstanding it.

    Spartyran.

    comment Spartyran · Community Member · Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 08:42pm
    Pretty much what the paragraph is saying is that these people she's talking about have all of these things like big, nice houses, money, a great car but they are really not hapy. 'They pay mortgage on a house in which they did not live. but only slept'
    That statement means taht they work so much and are gone form home so much that they don't even have time for there kids, for there family. It's kinda confusing to explain but i really like it...It's absolutely true what the parahragh says....

    comment cheazyniff339 · Community Member · Sun Dec 03, 2006 @ 06:42pm
    unless you like work and hate your kids

    comment muddog2004 · Community Member · Mon Dec 04, 2006 @ 10:32pm
    Mistress Catlain, write another Mistress Catlain, they make me feel all good on the inside, like dancing in the rain, but eviler. 4laugh Heeee teeee heeee

    comment jkdvhnxcmvnx · Community Member · Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 01:23am
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