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	In the mind of Krista This is where I, Krista will be talking about whats happening to me irl, fun stuff, my feelings, my thoughts, all of it will be put into here.

	Damnnit it all to Hell
	Damnnit it all to Hell


Ugh I hate this....every had a choice you wish you didn't want to make. Yea well this is one of those. To everyone this maybe something they all say no to but its something I can't help but go well maybe... I work on a military base...in fact I work in an exchange, its sort of like a JCPennys only for the military. Well I first found out about this through my love, then by my manager came up and asked me if I could volenteer to go to the base in Iraq. At first the thing that ran though my mind was no, I already promised myself and my family that I wouldn't, but then was told that I could get $5,000-$10,000 after 6 months. Now I'm thinking.... That money I could save for my wedding, it be great to have it. But what if I don't come back....what if I never get a chance for that wedding. I'm so confused, this should be a simple answer, but that alot of money I be giving up a chance for...... What do I do? What do I do? rips hair out then sighs This also means giving up everything here. Aylana, Tinania, Drac, Virendra. Michelle, Lulu. Everything, and that would kill me...I put so much into them. Plus six months without Jason and my family. Could I handle that? It scary really..... God why did I have to be asked..... Krista DarkAngel Silme · Wed Feb 02, 2005 @ 06:02am · 3 Comments


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	<center>That's a hard choice to make and I can see why you'd be torn apart in what to choose. It all depends on what you want to do with everything aside it's asking whether you want or don't want to go. Just really think it through; don't think about the money or anything like that because it's you that counts and nothing else in the world. Yes it's dangerous and perhaps it'd be good but it's all basically how you feel about it. Being alone without your family and Jason would be hard and, to me, you can't think this over if you're so stressed out. I just wonder, would you risk your life for this money? It's not my choice to tell you what to do, all I can do is just go with you on the decision you make whether you go or not I'll agree with your choice. <center> Offline Lila Vicious · Community Member · Wed Feb 02, 2005 @ 09:20pm


	Think carefully, whatever you do - and ask yourself if the money you'll be gaining is enough to buy what you'll be losing. 3nodding That's a good way to guage things, really. Offline Sosiqui · Community Member · Fri Feb 04, 2005 @ 05:32am


	I can't make it for you, but I have to add in that's it's gotten awfully dangerous anywhere over there. Just because you aren't military and aren't an independent contractor (as are so commonly going missing) doesn't ensure your safety. Offline Brina_Knight · Community Member · Sat Feb 05, 2005 @ 04:44am

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