Do you realize what these pools mean?
A pain that has been taken away
A pain you instilled in me
That I finally got rid of
Now I'm color-blind
I just can't tell anymore
The tears in my eyes keep me from seeing
Whether I'm bleeding red or black
It makes no difference how I bleed
All I know that it's because of you
It could've been prevented
By one simple phrase
Instead you gave me a false hope
Of something that couldn't be
But like a lonely child
I believed you
Thinking of you, crying for you
I wouldn't have grown into who I am
Had it not been for you
Entering my life
As hard as I try, I can't forget you
Your smile, your laugh
Your embrace, making me feel safe
Yet, it wasn't real
You made me think I'd found love
Instead, I'm in a world of heartache
I've accepted this for way too long
It's about time it stopped
I was young, I didn't know better
I couldn't tell back then what I'd gotten into
I still spend lonely nights, thinking
"What went wrong?"
Apparently, I mean nothing to you
And I wish I did
I wish I meant something to you
But I'm alone, day after day
Now I know why I hide everything
My feelings, my pain, my tears
I've hid from fear
A fear of being hurt again
Please tell me we can go back
Back to a simpler time
Just the two of us
Together, one last time
I've cried for myself way too much
I need a new reason, a new outlet
I want to cry with you, cry for you
Tell me it's possible
I've tried to move on, tried to forget
But my heart won't let me
And although I'm hurt
You can make me better
It was obvious, but I've only now realized
I've been longing for something
Something I'll never be able to call mine
And that is your love
I pray everyday that I'll find love one day
Yet that day seems too far off
These words can only say so much
Except "I love you"
This love of mine
Deeper than I imagined
But without you
It means nothing
I need to move on
I need to forget
Trying to mend the wounds
You have caused
I've wasted my time with thoughts
Thinking about what could've been
And what should've been
But it was a lie
I hurt so bad
Do you even care?
I need you
Please, just give me one chance
One chance to say I love you
One chance to prove I love you
I couldn't say what I was feeling before
But now I know
A pain that has been taken away
A pain you instilled in me
That I finally got rid of
Now I'm color-blind
I just can't tell anymore
The tears in my eyes keep me from seeing
Whether I'm bleeding red or black
It makes no difference how I bleed
All I know that it's because of you
It could've been prevented
By one simple phrase
Instead you gave me a false hope
Of something that couldn't be
But like a lonely child
I believed you
Thinking of you, crying for you
I wouldn't have grown into who I am
Had it not been for you
Entering my life
As hard as I try, I can't forget you
Your smile, your laugh
Your embrace, making me feel safe
Yet, it wasn't real
You made me think I'd found love
Instead, I'm in a world of heartache
I've accepted this for way too long
It's about time it stopped
I was young, I didn't know better
I couldn't tell back then what I'd gotten into
I still spend lonely nights, thinking
"What went wrong?"
Apparently, I mean nothing to you
And I wish I did
I wish I meant something to you
But I'm alone, day after day
Now I know why I hide everything
My feelings, my pain, my tears
I've hid from fear
A fear of being hurt again
Please tell me we can go back
Back to a simpler time
Just the two of us
Together, one last time
I've cried for myself way too much
I need a new reason, a new outlet
I want to cry with you, cry for you
Tell me it's possible
I've tried to move on, tried to forget
But my heart won't let me
And although I'm hurt
You can make me better
It was obvious, but I've only now realized
I've been longing for something
Something I'll never be able to call mine
And that is your love
I pray everyday that I'll find love one day
Yet that day seems too far off
These words can only say so much
Except "I love you"
This love of mine
Deeper than I imagined
But without you
It means nothing
I need to move on
I need to forget
Trying to mend the wounds
You have caused
I've wasted my time with thoughts
Thinking about what could've been
And what should've been
But it was a lie
I hurt so bad
Do you even care?
I need you
Please, just give me one chance
One chance to say I love you
One chance to prove I love you
I couldn't say what I was feeling before
But now I know
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go there is you like. has everything i've ever written. some pretty good stuff but also some really crappy ones.