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Jivetron
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 11:02pm

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	Severe depression General news: I was absent from school today due to an overwhelming feeling of depression. Mostly about how shitty of a human I am. I'm very sad and also I failed to write a good script. and I'm supposed to be good at writing. Oh well. I feel like crying. I had to go to the hospital and that was depressing. I wish today and yesterday never happened. I don't know why I was depressed, I had fun on my trip to san francisco but after that I got realy depressed about everything. My dad told me I was a horrable writer (he's correct) now I'm not trying to be a pity case but I feel no sense of worth. No need to be alive. I guess I realy do care about that script.... st. I wanna sleep for a while. a long while. but in aproxamatley 1 hour I won't be able to I'll have to be tutoring. ******, I'm unhappy. These last 3 weeks have sucked. Aw nevermind I'm done talling you about it. Update: 20 min prior to said depression rant: I feel better now. Sorry fro the unhappy rant opver nothing. I just got overwhelmed. sorry yall. Jordan is now working nominal;. That stupid script was a work of pure depression. nothing more.

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Pistachios
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Commented on: Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 11:23pm


	everyone sometimes feels like that. its ok, its called depression, i just really wish that i could help you, i dont know what to do though. im sorry, i wish i could do more then just be here.

Commented on: Tue Feb 01, 2005 @ 12:07am


	you know what i want to say without my having to say it. but i think just this once may be a good time for me to be sentimental. remember the golden statue? yea, i was serious. you are one of the most important people in my life right now. and in the friends way (of course) i do love you. yea, you know what i mean..... so im done, but remember please. have no ******** clue what i would do without you. and for the record? because you know that i am a very honest person, i liked your script.

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Aabener
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Commented on: Tue Feb 01, 2005 @ 12:52am


	I don't think that getting some lousy reviews over a script is a reason to feel like a complete failure. As a human being, I don't think you'd have failed if you died as you read these words. That's about as much sympathy as I can spare for the moment. Your father is a dumbass. Prior means "before".

Commented on: Tue Feb 01, 2005 @ 02:23am


	hugs J I don't post in your journal to often but here is my advice on depression exspecially around this time...Guess what...Its the peak of winter and guess what MOST people get depressed around this time. Hell! I'm depressed! Its cold, and storming, and the end of a symester, not to mention to teasing sun that SOMEHOW is in the sky but produces no HEAT! scream Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, its almost February and one of the most depressing months of the year, so don't sweat its. These emotions you feel are shared with hundreds of people around the globe, you'll feel better when spring comes.

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