I've been so mad at myself these days that I can't take the prep life so easily right now. I have tried to block myself from the rest of the world by keeping it to talk to friends only 6 times a day and think more. I'm more alone now and I don't like it but I'm getting more and more used to it. I feel like my emo brother since he was a prep when I as 7 and then he turned into a freaking emo. He told me that it was too hard to keep up with and too sad to help everyone and their problems and secrets. I don't think I don't think I can ever change myself ever since people will get mad at me and then will hate me. It's just too hard for me these days, but I'll try to get happier day by day. I'm actually feeling a bit better by expressing it.
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