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I wear a band-aid on my heart.
It gets hurt so many times.
It never gets any protection.

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	If cuacnkt itankge ftuhkiisn agnfyumcokrien.g . .
	If cuacnkt itankge ftuhkiisn agnfyumcokrien.g . .


If you've figured out my secret code title, then, you must know the language of the miserable. I feel so sick to my stomach it isn't even funny. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I mean, My sister, My mom, and me, almost ran away today, because my step dad is such a stupid p*k. I don't know. FUIHFHVDUFVBRYGTGERAFVRGUB TRGVTY NYHGVNERHYGFRDSDHGRFGVRFWSIDJ32 I feel all scribbly again! JUST I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!! I miss Eric. . . I neec to talk to him... Both of them, the one whos like my brother and the one I'm madly in love with... I mean, the one whosl ike my brother is having another surgery, and I miss him terribly, We haven't talked in so long. And the one i'm in LOVE with isn't online and hasn't been since Friday.. I miss him so much. I need someone to talk to...ever so badly. So if anyone wants to talk to me. [yeah, right..] I need it....more then ever, I'm going to be selfish, and ask for help.... So.... Help me... If you wish, I mean, I doubt it. OWIE! CRAMPS! Zomg!~ I'm going to die... I swear to god. I need to talk to Quinn... but, I don't feel like loging on to Y!IM So....I'll think---OW! Okay, I need advil and water and everything... <3 I guess. CHOKETRENDKILL** · Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 03:43am · 17 Comments


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<******** the world and all it's worth, every ounce of planet earth.."

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CHOKETRENDKILL
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 05:50am

I just realized; My mom accidently incourages running away...

[.Emo Ink-Pen.]
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 05:51am

I am so sorry I was gone. I cried of heartsickness. I wanted to remind you, but I forgot. I can't believe I did, but I did. I should literrately stab myself for not telling you--I'm so sorry...

[Sits in the corner with his head down...]

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 05:59am

[sits next to him and wraps arms around him]
Sweetie, its okay...
<3
I'm fine.

[.Emo Ink-Pen.]
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 06:10am

I hope so...
[sniffles]
It wouldn;t be fair otherwise...

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 06:22am

[kisses]
<3
Whys that?

[.Emo Ink-Pen.]
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 06:32am

I mean, if me being gone adds more depression, then.....You know....I'm just not worth that much more grief.

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 06:42am

NO!
[holds onto tighter..]
Mine...
All mine.
[snuggles]

lonelillyyy
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 09:15pm

A song reminds me of this moment.
Kinda like Disturbed.
Espescialy this part.

give me a sign
tell me when it's time
show me the light
tell me when this is ******** over
Two worlds colide is a great song.
and your a great kid.
Hold on sammie.
Sit in that corner near the door, the same spot i did.
Remember? when I was ripping out my hair?
Anyways Sit in that corner, grab a pillow, put your head in your lap, cover your ears, and scream.

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Mon Nov 20, 2006 @ 11:58pm

Ahh~
The corner of the beautiful emos.
>////////<

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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 04:30am

Corners make me feel...clostephobic...

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 05:23am

They make me feel loved.

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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 05:52am

Yay.

You give me company.
I'm only lonely when I'm not online.
Or when you're not on the phone.

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 05:54am

I called today...

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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 05:59am

Oh my god, I'm SO sorry!!! I lforgot my cell phone at home, and I walked Tiffany [my friend since 2nd grade]hom, and, and...I'm so sorry
crying crying crying

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Tue Nov 21, 2006 @ 06:09am

Baby, its fine.

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Sun Nov 26, 2006 @ 03:58pm

[sniffles]

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Mon Nov 27, 2006 @ 01:25am

I lovve you.

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