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I want in the most preliminary sense to have what everyone has...but me. I want a happy life with the one i love. but i have no choice but to share him with the National guard for four years at least and then....until then....... i don't know......i'm hardly sure enough of half of anything i think everyday. But i know that i love him too much. And i love him more than life itself. i really do and i hope that we get married soon. I love him and i hope you ppl realize how much i long to be with him every moment of everyday. I miss him every last moment i'm not with him, but; no one gets what they want now do they?