my bf is really mad at me..and i feel so bad at myself...wow im so annoying..maybe thats what he's thinking...darn i hate myself!!!
why can't i just be happy with some1 4 once?
today it started raining..reaaly badly..thats how i knew something bad was gonna happen today as soon as i get home...man...why am so terrible?
i wish i had died wen i came home..its so heart breaking to have ur life ruined by other ppl...and urself..
I luv u ryan...and i wish u won't be mad at me anymore..
