and yet again anouther day goes by and i didnt get to talk to him, i dont know why and i dont know how but we have never really had a conversation, sure theres the " hi " and " how are yous" but never anything more. i like him and my friend says theres a chance he might like me....so why not? what have i got to lose? but im not as pretty as the girls he hangs out with, nor as smart, and i dont have the money hes used to, but i am twice as nice as them. its crazy thinking about what to say to him cuz i never will, its twice as crazy to fantize about him, cuz itll never happen. and i dont know how to talk to him, ive known him for forever and it feels like nothings ever gunna happen. and i know it wont. but oh how i wish. hes not like the rest ofthe guys i know, hes smarter...maybe not as cute but he is adorable =P and hes exacly the kinda guy i usually dont like but thats might be a good thing. i usually like all the jerks and what not, he has never ever teased me like all his friends have. hes different. even thinking his name makes me smile, thinking about the little things we say to eachother * blushes madly * >.<
ok ya i know i get over obsessed with guys but hes my latest hobbie lol ok now on to why im writing this journal. I GOT ALL 80% AND 90% ON MY MID TERM REPORT!!!!! YAAAAAAAAY >.< so proud of myself =P ill update my journal later with the comments lol but i did aamzing in the classes i have. french geography math and science.
dani sorry i never call you no more e-e things have been really busy and stuff, promise ill call you all next week when my dad is gone pinky swear it XOXO you know i love you to death and i love liz to death and britty! =P thanks for getting quin to add me, he may be slow but he iss HAAAWT =D ill be at my grandmums house untill monday so if you want to you can pm me and ill get back to you soon sooon sooooon lol i miss you alot, i miss all my friends,
ttyl
~toast
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