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I need time to think things over, I'm in so much s**t it's hopeless....I'm so confused I need someone......I'm hurting so much inside I want to let it all out I wanna run until my heart burst. I don't want this life I've made anymore. I want to start over and new begining I want to enjoy what I have left. I'm so hurt and confused and lonely I want someone or something but I can't I won't lust for anything I have to cut all ties from me. I need to start a new, i must and I should but I can;t in fear of what may happen if I do......someone .........help.