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I spent almost the entire day revamping my site! POiSONBeRRY.NeT - version poisontree. If you load it, be sure to turn off any music and have your speakers on for full effect-ness...ish. surprised I'm so proud of it. crying heart

My mom kept telling me all day today that she would go to In n' Out Burger and get food, so I kept holding off on eating... ALLLL DAYYY... I didn't eat ANYTHING until 5 pm. By then I was all shaky and nauseous and dizzy. eek I don't know why I do that to myself, I do it all the time, people have to remind me to eat. I just don't like eating. Thinking "I'm hungry, I should eat" is about as fun to me as "I'm thirsty, I should go lick the inside of the toilet!"
Weird, right? gonk

Anyway, I snarfed a whole burger and fries and a 20 oz strawberry crush and a bag of cherry bombs and a twix. eek eek eek

Then I felt sick. xd !!!

And here I am. I'm going job hunting YET AGAIN tomorrow.
I made like one of the hardest decisions ever day before yesterday ~~ I'm gonna take online classes for college for a whole year and live at home. The only reason is M O N E Y. It would be about $10,000+ a year to live in a dorm in San Francisco. I'm trying to keep my debt to a minimum, and I can take all the beginning and basic classes on my own, I guess. SOOO, I'll work all year and take classes and save my money, I need to get a new computer and all sorts of stuff. crying I was so excited about living in San Francisco, too. I have no friends here. gonk I'm so lonely. I miss my friends so much.


crying crying crying crying

Now I feel depressed...