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In Need Of A Caffiene Overdrive
YOU KNOW WHAT!?
YOU KNOW WHAT? I HATE IT! I HATE SEEING PEOPLE SOLVE THEIR PROBLEMS THROUGH SUBSTANCES! IT'S THE MOST RETARDED PIECE OF s**t I HAVE EVER SEEN! IT PISSES ME RIGHT OFF! YOU PEOPLE AREN'T HELPING YOURSELVES NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK! YOUR F-CKING RETARDS IF YOU THINK OTHER WISE! IT'S NOT COOL, IT'S GROSS! IT'S NOT HELPFUL! IT DOESN'T HELP YOU THINK! IT DOESN'T DO ANY OF THAT s**t YOU MAY BELIEVE! IT JUST MAKES YOU MORE DEPRESSED AND A F-CKING FAT s**t (WHETHER THE FACT YOUR FAT OR NOT)! I MEAN COME ON! IT'S WAY BETTER TO BE HAPPY BECAUSE YOU WENT AND DID SOMETHING UNEXPECTED (LIKE MEET A FAV. HOCKEY TEAM BY STAKING OUT THERE BUS) AND HAVE MEMORIES (IF YOU PEOPLE REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIES ARE!) THEN TO GO THROUGH YOUR LIFE IN A HAZE OF BLUE SMOKE AND BLURRED IMAGES! MAYBE IF YOU PEOPLE REALIZED THIS s**t YOU WOULDN'T GET s**t ON AS MUCH! MAYBE YOU'D DISCOVER YOU ACTUALLY HAVE POTENTIAL! BECAUSE TRUST ME YOU DO YOUR JUST TOO DEEP IN A HAZE TO SEE IT! I MEAN WHY DO THIS s**t?! BECAUSE YOUR PARENTS SAY YOU WON'T AMOUNT TO ANYTHING? BY DOING THIS YOUR JUST PROVING THEM RIGHT! MAKE A CHANGE! PROVE THEM WRONG! IF YOU DO BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'LL MAKE YOU LOOK COOL, I JUST HATE YOU PEOPLE PERIOD. IT 'S NOT COOL, IT'S SICK! DISGUSTING! I HOPE YOU GET CANCER OF MANY VARIETIES JUST SO YOU REALIZE HOW STUPID YOU WERE! BUT SERIOUSLY THERE ARE WAY BETTER WAYS TO HELP YOURSELF, YOU KNOW HOW I KNOW, CAUSE I KNOW YOUR JUST SITTING THERE THINKING "OH SHE DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING, SHE'S NEVER BEEN HIGH IN HER LIFE, OR DRUNK, SHE 'S A GOODY GOODY" WRONG! I WAS THERE! I WAS AN ADDICT OF A LOT OF THINGS! AND YOU KNOW WHAT!? WORST PART OF MY LIFE! I MEAN WHEN I GOT OUT OF IT, I SAW EVERYTHING SO MUCH DIFFERENTLY, AND STILL DO! THERE IS SO MUCH OUT THERE IT'S NOT WORTH WASTING ON DRUGS, OR DRINKING OR ANY OF THAT s**t! YOU DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN, OR BELIEVE ME, BUT HONESTLY, IT'S NOT WORTH IT AND SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL REALIZE. JUST WATCH


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  • User Comments: [2]
    i know that ones directed at me....im sorry

    comment Commander Pigeon · Community Member · Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 05:43am
    Some people do that s**t because they'd rather not feel any pain- be numb to the world- be oblivious. So yell at me. Call me stupid. It's my way of dealing with things. It's kept me from cutting myself, killing myself. There are very rare occasions that something can save someone's life. And its doing it every day. Be thankful, not hateful that these things are still out there. If not- I might be dead by now....

    comment 420FienD420 · Community Member · Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 01:26am
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