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... And now for the angry entry I promised in my entry before this! (I don't know why you people need to hear my problems, but I just feel like getting all my feelings out) Tis supposed to be good for you. If really want to sit through this, you can, but if you'd rather read my other entry, click on the one below this. ANYWAY...

I am having SUCH trouble with this really obnoxious girl at school. I'm REALLY trying to be a nice person, that helps people with stuff and homework (except algebra xd ) and is NICE to people, and thus far, NO ONE hates me. And unfortunately, this has the side affects of really WEIRD guys liking me, and me stressing out when ever I get the notion somewone might dislike me. o_o; But for some odd reason, even after being polite, and patient, and even trying to appologize, for absolutely NOTHING, this girl still hates me. I SWEAR, to the GODS, I did nothing wrong, and she just starts swearing at me. gonk I really caught me off guard, and freaked me out too. I was actually quite hurt, but said nothing. crying
Oh, how I would love to wring her neck, but I restrain my self with such great energy, I'm tired afterward. AND THEN (sorry for caps!) she goes and is all "affectionate" with my crush, which makes me REALLY mad. She DOES NOT deserve him, AT ALL. Every other day, she just aims a random mean comment, containing at least one swear word (which I'm not comfortable with) and yells at me for nothing. It really makes me mad, and hurt at the same time, so I don't know what to feel.
When my crush came over to our table yesterday, I told him what happened, and he defended me, and told her she was mean, but still gives her pretzels (cause he's just weird like that) and pays more attention to her than me, even though we're still friends. Somehow, he's friends with her, so maybe he knows why she's so mean to poor Watari. Ugh, this whole situation is really starting to wear down my high and fiery Scorpian emotional energy.
Well, maybe I have an even higher level of emotional energy than normal because both my sun and moon signs are water; Scorpio and Cancer. But that has nothing to do with this so, yeah. o_o;

Argh, it took me forever to write all that. If you have any advice, please comment.
* I don't like using 'mean' because it's such a childish word.