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Written November 1, 2006 at 2.17am:



Why do I cry?
I have absolutely
nothing to
be sad about.
In face,
I have every
reason to
be happy.
I mean...
I am happy.
I'm extremely happy.
So why...?
Why can't I go
twenty-four hours
without bursting
into tears?
Like now...
Why am I crying?
There has to be
something terribly
wrong with me
and the way
my mind works.
But...
Why cry?
What can possibly
destroy me this much
when I know
that I have you?
((andthatsallthatmatters))
I'm not sad.
So why, then, am I crying?

I don't know...
I feel kind of
lost and confused.
It would be nice
if you were
still here with me.
Your lips against mine
or your arms around me
would really make things
better right now.

I'm sure I'll feel better
in the morning.
((nosuchluck))
I'm sure I'll
be okay again
when I see you again.

Today...
Today was good.
I mean...
Spending your favorite day
with your favorite person
can't be bad. ^_^
I'm really glad
I got to spend
this day with you.
There's noone else
I'd rather be with.
((andthatsapromise))

You officially proposed
to me tonight
at my favorite
place in this town.
And, of course
I said yes.
((foreverandeverbabe))
There's nothing I
want more than
to be with you.
You're all I need.
I know that
as long as
I have you,
everything will
be okay.
No regrets.
No looking back.
Nobody else.
No day but today.