Lots of people dont know fully who they are and I have noticed that becuase I am one of those people. On the outside you may seem like someone when on the inside you have no idea who you realy are. Questions that have no answers, Answers that are told without a question, this sometimes makes sense but most of the time to some it doesnt. I know that some people may be something but actauly they arnt anything just a thing that is just acting to fit in like myself. I dress like everyone around me and act to what I know they will respect, I only do this becuase I dont fully know who I am and what I should be doing if I actually want the respect a true person gets.
Life, peerpresure, drugs? some of this bothers people because they dont know how to respond to it and how they should respond. I might go with the flow but on the other hand I might ignore it and stay in my own head for safe keeping. This girl in a book I read called Speak remind me like myself. We both bite our lips when we get nervouse, we both have A's in art and lower grades in the other classes. We both fall into the I dont realy like talking much but will if I am being talked to category.
Thats all for my jouirnal entry if anyone is even reading these but hey.
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