ARG!!!! Why am I such an IDIOT!!!!!
Let me tell you this story.... very fresh maybe an hour old...
Ok so my boyfriend use to date this girl and their still friends (she dumped him) now this girl constantly flirt's with him and tickles him and then he chases her to get back at her.... and in the process leaves me standing alone.... Now this girl is really pretty and I'm worried that she's trying to steal him back.... Now I don't think I'm as pretty as her....
Now my friends were with me when she did this again today and they saw that I looked hurt and jealous cu'z this happend at least five times and this is on a daily basis....
Now I told my friends that I didn't want to tell either of them from fear of them
1) getting mad at me and telling me their 'just friends'
2) laughing at me
3) his 'friend' getting mad at me (she can supposidly be a real b***h if you get her mad..)
Seeing as how I didn't want any of these things to happen I didn't say anything and when I told my friends how I felt they understood and I told him I was going to punish him by not giving him a kiss when he had to leave...
Now he had to leave and I gave him a hug but refused to give him a kiss he asked why and I told him
"I'm punishing you" but I eventually gave in when I saw the look on his face that was full of hurt and wondering what he did wrong..... And then he left and my friends told me that I shouldn't have done that and now I see that their right....
And I'm wondering if he's going to dump me because of it or if he's just using me to make his ex jealous........
Now if anyone reads this journal I would REALLY like some feed back... I've liked this guy for a really long time and I want to know what you think... Is he still in love with her or isn't he? Please this is driving me nuts
Yzak_lover Community Member 
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