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In early lights of the upcoming morning;
I see your beautiful face.
I am not fully awake as i open my eyes,
I do not see you with me but
you were never there...
The deep love I feel for you
beats in my heart so deeply...

I ask myself this question,
this one question;
Almost constantly this question...
It almost haunts me.

Why do I love you so much?
Why do I love you this much?
Do I love you too much?
Not enough?
These small questions,
Beat at my heart...
And they seep deeply into my soul..
I just wish...
Wish that I could.....
I wish that I could be happy.
But that's not quite right...
I am happy.
But the questions nag at me.
I doubt myself so much...
I long to reach my hands out
and touch the softness
of your angelic face...

I long to memorize
every inch of your
beautifully built body.
I seek to touch your skin
to feel your rapid heartbeat
beneath my delicate
fingertips as I pass
over your powerful chest.
I long to worship your body & soul.
I long to express my love for you
in every way imaginable.
I seek to make you able to see into my heart.
I want you to see me.
I want you to see how I really am.
I want you to see, to really see
how I love you, from the deepest
recesses of my soul.

I love you...

Can you see it?
Can you see me?

I love you...

I hope you see that.