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I'll be the first to admit it, I've made horrible mistakes; Telling the woman i loved I hate you , and when I found someone else that I had deep feelings for, I hurt her and tore her apart, no one should call me a good person for it's a horrible error, I'll be honest I care, but I feel as if I'm not ready to love or be loved at this period in my life. Shannon, If you ever read this I hope you know that I'm always going to love you, And I apologize for having you waste the last years of your life with me. Courtney, I'll state the truth fact is, I'm always going to love you;I still can't believe how hard I fell for you, and I'm sorry I put you through all this crap, I'd ask for you to forgive me... but a horrible person only deserves to be gone,I love you, but truth is your better off without me.