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for all the words i speak
for all the ones i think
for all the ones who come into mind
with each pasting phrase
it all floods back
pain and anger
joy and blessings
I have goton
but i have not earned
i know many more much more deserving
many more who would enjoy it
many more who lives need the happyness
for my sorrow does not come from my own pain anymore
it comes from the pain of others
those i would give my soul for
and as the tears roll away from my eyes
i think of all the words ive said too hide miss deeds
now i shall come clean
i have lied too my friends
too save my self the work of the turth
i have turned friends on one another
for my own sick enjoyment
i have played all the games one can play
of heart soul and mind
i have done many twisted things
all of my own pleasure
i have warped many young minds
for the chaos it brings too peoples lives
and for all ive done
all ive said
all the time ive wasted
i say Im sorry
im sorry too all those i wronged in my past
im sorry too all those i will wrong in the days too come
Im Sorry too all those who thought me prefect
im sorry for all those flaws i have
most of all im sorry for
all the pain i caused.
-Jon A.G