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Well my weekend has been pretty interesting, despite the crazyness I had only a few days ago of course. But well hey I guess I can truly say I have yet to find a mature and secure girl enough to know what honesty means. Actually Kasey is the only girl that truly upheld that, but well we all know how I screwed that one up, so yeah. But it's kept us really good friends. I am just being lazy I should be finishing up my Fredrick Douglas book for my A.P. English class for the test we have on Thursday, but well I really don't do much at lunch, so I decided to save it for lunch reading time. Besides I am a very fast reader, so well I could finish that book within the next hour if I really had to, but well I don't like cramming things, so I'd rather not. My friend Karlie thinks I am super crazy, but she still loves me. xp

lol me and her are the most alike, we can talk about anything and everything and connect right on it, and we understand each other so well. lol I've known her for almost a year, one of the few friends that have gotten to know me fully and still wanted to be friends. Besides she has the biggest crush on me ever, actually so far that she is truly in love with me. lol and well her cousin is trying to literally kill me, because her cousin(Morgan), feels that I owe it to Karlie to cut these "games" out and just ask her out already, because we both seem like a perfect match. rofl

Morgan says that it serves me right to be tricked by an 11 year old child, three times. She was laughing so hard in my face, that she actually turned a different color from the lack of air in her body. Besides Morgan has always hated me and enjoys the times that I screw up really badly. But well I can't help it, I mean I try to be a nice guy to anybody that needs a good friend, and somehow I always end up getting used or hurt by it. ninja

As for Karlie, she just gave me a hug and said that I am just the most wonderful guy in the world, and to not worry about what happened in the past, and to just leave it alone. lol yeah she is there for me for wise words of wisdom when I really need them. lol I keep setting her up with some of my friends, I told her how I gave up on girls for now, and I just can't handle any more stress or trouble, I did upset her, and well Morgan did smack me. lol I know Karlie loves me and wants more than anything to have me, but well in the course of these few months I've been in Florida I have had nothing but trouble from girls. rolleyes

So yeah that's been about all that's happened this weekend, I could have sworn that before Karlie left she had given me a kiss while I was falling off to sleep, but well I am crazy so yeah, lol besides if I ask Morgan she would tell me to stop dreaming. lol if I ask Karlie, she's just giggle and blush and tell me that if she really wanted a kiss she would rather me be awake for it. xp

lol the really funny thing is that Taren claimed she wanted to so badly still be friends, I have yet to get any kind of invitation of any sort of chatting, lol no PM's, IM's, comments. lol I guess she changed her mind, children these days don't surprise me at all. lol my little cousin is about her age, and that girl can't make up her mind about anything, sometimes she seems so serious about what she wants, but well hey you can't blame kids. lol it was just funny how desparate she was to hold on to me. And well she had the nerve to try to make it seem like I brought this upon myself, but well no big deal, lol I'll be 17 really soon. I have to start realizing that some girls can be adults, some can be teens, and others choose to stay children, in about 2 years when she turns 13 I think maybe then she would be mature enough to see how stupid she was, but well no big deal. lol friends come and go. xd

Well anyways take care everybody I hope your weekends are going really well, and well enjoy your week at school/work/whatever it is you do. Talk to you all soon twisted