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i still feel a bit down bout my friend's condition but its better cuz i cried my eyes out last night and i talked to my mom. she said she wont tell anyone, including my dad.
cry but i am still down bout A.C and S.D going out. they are both my really good friends but i think partly y A.C nvr liked me even tho he couldve was im not .. me. i go to skool and i put this front up and i dont speak up in class. he nvr saw the real hayoon. none of my friends did. i think i should change that. crap........ the water works are gonna start again!
crying Mood: yeah... right... kay *babubabu's idea*

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