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Well my day has been horrible, started with school, not getting into it, And well got home from wrestling practice, only to talk to Taren's real sister, found out there is no girl named Lily, doesn't exist at all, She was never in a band, and of course once again to make things worse she swore to be honest with me about everything and I could trust her that she wouldn't end up doing exactly what I told her I fear she will do, and that is lie to me completely, I was a fool to have believed her especially on her age. It was bad enough to have Olivia break up with me and me having a hard time getting over it, but well once I finally think I am getting over my break up with Olivia, and decided stupidly to give it another try with Taren, and well look where I am, back with a confused being, and once again I have no clue why God keep doing this to me. Not matter what ever girl I ever known and grow close to, has turned against me completely and has broken my heart in so many ways possible that the miracle isn't only how I am still alive after all that, but also how does it keep on mending and last of all how can I be so stupid as to trust another girl one after another.

So yeah as of today I completely and totally give up on love. I can't take anymore pain then I already have been through, my life is hell as it is, and love has brought me nothing but trouble, especially during my school time. So well anyways yeah once again I have a tragedy in my life, you all know how things don't ever go well for me with girls, so well shouldn't come to any of you as a surprise that this once again happened, well take care everybody I hope your lives are going perfectly. Talk to you all soon