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place the pistol between my eyes ,pull the trigger and watch me die, this was all you wanted and all I had hoped for, the one person I loved to destroy me, I was placed; an obstacle in this world,nothing more, people cared and I'd like to think you did to, but I'd only be fooling myself, and that takes me nowhere. You're the dream I wanted and the nitemare I craved, the healing I needed and the pain I desired. so I must thank you because above all you showed me what death is worth. you made it so clear. I was never here to be loved only to tear and mutilate you, your emotions and your soul, there is no place for me here, never was. never will be ever again.