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yesterday i went with manda to get stuff ready for the formal at her school, i was thinking about what stuff to get for my tux and stuff.. it was fun even if it was probabbly about 1 hour i got to go somewhere and hang out away from me house which made me feel soooo much better because i hate this stupid house.. it sucks... i cant wait till i can get out of here and go and do what i want when i want and tell my family that they cant control me anymore so hahahahahaha! I have to get my hair all fixed up and stuff before the formal, which im okay with because it would look stupid going in there looking like someone who didnt feel like combing their hair or anything. Yet, manda's family is doing so much for me to look good and im sitting here thinking " i have'nt done anything its been all them" which in some sense bugs me.
I dont know what happened yesterday though because when i got online i was seriously pissed off... i just dont like my family very much or at all and the people in my house are like a 24 hour drama... i mean i will even list out characters for you...

Joe: Preety much the loser of the house who has a gf and doesn't seem to preety much care for her
mom: gets yelled at alot from mom a and my gradma, and my aunt and uncle for not having a perfect life and yells at us for no reason.
jeff: out of the house most of the time but when he is here he tries to do stuff but sometimes just yells at people for no reason.
Me: Im preety much the kid who really doesn't give a s**t about anything... which angers my brothers constantly and then they turn on me. Also <3 a girl i know i can't have but tries to keep good relations with her anyways.. and not wanting to take her from her current bf but subconsciously doing it and realizing it and getting mad at myself for it and wanting to punch something because of it.
Yeah thats my house for you now all we need is someone to die and miraculously survive somehow and meet us again like 5 years down the road.. i hope thats not me..

goodbye allz.
Pheonixflare