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Today was a very bad day... gonk and not just for me for my coz Asten broke his leg-my mom & I got blamed for it. stare I don't even realy know what happend. the wahmbulance came and got him he'll be there for 3 days. every one was yelling and fighting all day even be for Asten got hurt. I got to see my B.F. today which made me happy- but as depressed as I was I just wanted to sit in his arms for a while because he was leaveing soon, but he instsed on makeing me happy-and when he did the min. I got happy-realy happy he left- I'm shore he could have stayed longer but he was with his friend, who also wanted to see his G.F. too. if he just held me for the short time he was with me I would have been fine for the rest of the day and wouln't be writeing this. he even said "do you want me to take you somewhere?" and I said yes- but I never got to go with him... emo this made me worse then before. after getting happy for maybe less then a min. he was gone and left me...left me with the yelling and fightng all over again cry then tonight he and some friends came to my door and was going to drive around a bit-but I couldn't go sad so again I was hurt and watched him come and go all over again...It's bad eoungh we bearly ever see each other & for all that to happen in one day just makes it so head to deal with-it's just me but it's like telling a kid your all going to the zoo and then saying u don't have time. I can stand being away from him but seeing him for such a srot time like today when I realy need someone need him-it hurts.... ninja I can't help the way I feel there r just somthings I need to get off my chest. exclaim And again...I am sad for my B.F. said we could talk here on gaia when he got back with our friends-but it's too late & he went to bed... emo .