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what if i wanted to break
laugh it all off in ur face wat would u do???
what if i fell to the floor couldnt take this any more what would u do?????
come break me down marry me barry me i am finished with u
what if i wanted to fight
what if i had to BEG FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
what would u do
u say u wanted more
what r u waiting for
im not running from u
come break me down marry me barry me i am finished with u
look in my eyes ur killing me killing me all i wanted was u
i tried to be some one else but nothing seemed to change i know now THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its really good to here ur voice saying my name it sounds so sweat coming from the lips of an angle hearing those words it makes me weak
let him die never wanna say good bye but boy u make it hard to be faithful
WITH THE LIPS OF AN ANGLE!!!!!!!

one day we will all die and one day we will all live and somedays we may fade from ppls minds and some we may stay but most of all we will all love
but live ur life while u can b4 it is too late and u cant turn back so live it big and large and have fun with it!!!


broken this fragile thing now i cant i cant pick up the pieces and ive thrown my words all around and i cant i cant give u a reason
i feel so broken so broken up and i give up i just wanna tell u so u knowww!!!!
here i go scream my lungs out and try to get to u
u r my only one
i let go'
theres just no one that gets me like u do u r my only my only one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

show me what its like to be the last one standing.....teach me wrong from rite and ill show u wat i can be and say it for me say it to me and ill be the last one falling say it if its worth savine me complete im falling !!!!!!!!!!!

ITS MY LIFE ITS NOW OR NEVER I AINT GANNA LIVE FOREVER
I JUST WANNA LIVE WHERE IM ALIVE
ITS MY LIFE MY HEART IS LIKE AN OPEN HIGH WAY
LIKE FRANKIN SAID I DID ITR MY WAY
I JUST WANNA LIVE WHERE I BELONG ITS MY LIFE

A Best Friend
if u r confused i will use tiny words
if u fall i will laugh at ur a** and then think about helping ur clumsy a** up
if someone messes with u well they will get messed up by me and ******** up
a friend would help u out of jail
a best friend would be there saying dam we messed up
a friend would help u out
a best friend would help u move a boddy
call me if u need me to bring a shuvle *lol

If i lay here
If i just lay here
Would u lie with me and just forget the world mrgreen


this is one conversation i will never forget
ariel i will never forget u as longe as i live i sware to god u allways will be on mi mind forever and sonner or later u will realize it even if im gonne i will a
sorakey123: always be there
SharkWrath enters the chat.
SharkWrath: FOOOOOOOOOTBAAALLL
sorakey123: dude bad time
SharkWrath: fine
SharkWrath leaves the chat.
sorakey123: srry
masterkeyblade: thanx
masterkeyblade: i read wat u wrote
sorakey123: np
masterkeyblade: yah thats u
masterkeyblade: but u know
masterkeyblade: idk
masterkeyblade: nvm
sorakey123: and all of tat came from my heart
sorakey123: for real
masterkeyblade: hell one of these days when im like 18 going off to college i will be packing up and all of a sudden ill find ur pic and i will try to guess ur # and call u up
masterkeyblade: brb
sorakey123: yup
sorakey123: k
masterkeyblade: bak
sorakey123: k
masterkeyblade: i think i justr made a tear
masterkeyblade: omg
masterkeyblade: no
masterkeyblade: must not cry
masterkeyblade: must not cryyyyyy
sorakey123: me neither
sorakey123: i cant cry
masterkeyblade: i hate izaha
masterkeyblade: he said he wouldnt care if i moved
masterkeyblade: that lil butthead
sorakey123: jackass
masterkeyblade: irene asked him r u at all ganna care if ariel moves and he just says no
sorakey123: omg
masterkeyblade: dam him
sorakey123: yeah
masterkeyblade: hey tomorrow he will be coming over and i can kick him in the nuts then do ur lil thing
masterkeyblade: NUTCRACKER
masterkeyblade: hehehe
masterkeyblade: *evil smile*
sorakey123: yeah
masterkeyblade: jess said she would help me
sorakey123: NUTCRACKER kick him hard for me
masterkeyblade: u have to promiss me though one thing joseph
sorakey123: wat
masterkeyblade: that if i do move u wont cry
masterkeyblade: or else u will break ur record
sorakey123: .........................i cant promis tat
masterkeyblade: *grins*
masterkeyblade: y not
sorakey123: i dont no
sorakey123: cuz
masterkeyblade: come on theres plenty of gurls that would like u and u would be able to be with them everyday
sorakey123: yeah but
masterkeyblade: me and u well...................we can only talk on computer and phone
sorakey123: but i cant get over u
masterkeyblade: when i am sad i usually only think of u then i get happier
masterkeyblade: cuz of ur funny jokes
masterkeyblade: and everything
sorakey123: yeah
sorakey123: its ok to feekl sad somtimes
masterkeyblade: and i swear i thought i heard ur voice or something last nite when i started falling asleep it was like omg is he here
sorakey123: wat i say
masterkeyblade: i just opened my eyes really fast and i was like omg that was weird
masterkeyblade: hello
masterkeyblade: u said hello
sorakey123: oh
masterkeyblade: it was like rite in my ear
masterkeyblade: i got freaked
sorakey123: then its not wat i said yesterday
masterkeyblade: wat did u say yesterday
sorakey123: rite wen i feel asleep i said i ___u ariel
masterkeyblade: omg
masterkeyblade: u just cant say the word can u
sorakey123: fill in the blank
sorakey123: i cant for somereason
masterkeyblade: i know wat it is
sorakey123: i did blank cause my dads ner
masterkeyblade: and joseph
masterkeyblade: i love u 2
masterkeyblade: brb
sorakey123: k
masterkeyblade: bak
sorakey123: k
masterkeyblade: i had to take a moment from the computer
masterkeyblade: thats all
sorakey123: ok and now i think i can say it
sorakey123: i love u
sorakey123: there
sorakey123: i said it
sorakey123: ....
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: i think
sorakey123: yeah i did
masterkeyblade: *hehe
sorakey123: lol
masterkeyblade: i am finally seeing the part of u that is the best
sorakey123: wats tat
masterkeyblade: well............................
masterkeyblade: love
sorakey123: yeah
masterkeyblade: brb
sorakey123: and now i think i no wat love is
sorakey123: k
sorakey123: i no your not there but this is the reason i will never forget u
sorakey123: because i love u and only u
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123: .
sorakey123 leaves the chat.
sorakey123 enters the chat.
masterkeyblade: brb
sorakey123: srry i left
sorakey123: ok
sorakey123: wait i have 2 go home al call u there bye
masterkeyblade: god stop it
masterkeyblade: ur making me cry
sorakey123: srry
masterkeyblade: thats y i have to keep going away from the computer
sorakey123: bye ill call u
sorakey123 leaves the chat.
masterkeyblade: i love u too
masterkeyblade: ...................................
masterkeyblade: joseph crying crying crying heart cry

i didnt get around to kiss u
goodbye on the hand
i wish that i could see u again
i know that i cant
i hope u can here me
i remember it clearly
the day
u
slipped away
was the day
i found it wont be the same
ive had my wake up
wont u wake up
i keep asking y
i knew u said it
it wasnt fake it
it happened when u passed by
NOW UR GONE
THERE U GO
SOME WHERE I CANT BRING U BACK
NOW UR GONE
THERE U GO
SOME WHERE UR NOT COMING BACKKKKKK
(dedicated to joseph)