Not a great day/couple days...My mom hates me, my friend isn't great, my grades suck, and other s**t...Sometimes I wish I could just die...like right now. I think that it would be better than living in this hell hole I call life. I want to go shopping to like...Hot Topic, or something, it'd be fun, and I could buy some cool stuff. I need better eyeliner...Because I've begun wearing it, and I've painted my nails black.
Yesterday I came home crying from school, because it was a real bad day. I found out about how bad my grades were, almost killed myself multiple times, got stressed about finishing my duffle bag. All that was building up inside me all day. Then at the end of day, after school in the Home Arts room, people were there to finish their duffle bags and whatnot, I asked if a machine was open, because it looked like it was, and Miranda was like "It's broken!" so I was like "It wasn't broken yesterday.." and she got on my case and was like "You know, don't go around saying false stuff! IT'S BROKEN!" or somethign like that..but it was REALLY mean sounding, and that put me over the edge after my day...
When my mom came to pick me up, I started crying in the car, and she was begging me to tell her what was wrong. She promised she wouldn't yell at me. I told and stuff, about my grades, and she started yelling at me, after she said she wouldn't! So I cried most of yesterday...Not happy at all...
Today was a little better. I found out I'm getting a B+ in Reading, and I finished my duffle bag...but now I'm gonna have to lie and say I did really bad on my folder to tell for the bad grade I'm gonna get in Home Arts...I got a D- on my Algebra test...8th grade Algebra SUCKS! My mom still hates me..and my I found out my friend Jesse isn't exactly the best, or atleast that's what I read in his Xanga...It makes me sad...really sad...
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