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[♥]


I wear a band-aid on my heart.
It gets hurt so many times.
It never gets any protection.

[♥]
Dear Planet ******** Earth.
I'm so confused right now.
Too confused.
So many things moving left and right.
And people are hurting each other constantly.



So I've learned thaty apparently I am :

Rude.
Self centered.
Jealous.
Life ruining.
Crappy.
Misrable.
Creepy.
Scary.
Freak.
Hurtfull.
Ignorant.
Stupid.


And all these words were said be people who "care".


And for some reason I feel like, s**t.



Like, maybe, I should leave you all alone.
This hurts me so much to write.

I'm so sick of holding it all in.
So for everyone who hurt me.
Who i've hurt.
Who tryed to fix me.
Who broke me.



Thank you.
I know who I am now.


I am: Not worthy.


And i'm sorry.
I know i'm not a great person and I know you are all sick of hearing the stupid little emo kid complaining all the time.


But.

I've decided to let myself out.




But, I have a few questions. . . .






When you're in love, How do you fall out?
How can you leave the one you love?
I thought love was a sign of foreverness?

I'm I wrong?







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  • User Comments: [5]
    La Pixie
    Community Member





    Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 03:27am


    no I AM not worthy of the sexy emo-ness


    CHOKETRENDKILL
    Community Member





    Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 12:31am


    Ja.
    You Don't know it~


    [.Emo Ink-Pen.]
    Community Member





    Sat Oct 21, 2006 @ 04:59am


    I whine over everything, believe it DDDx My teacher told me to take my hood off in class...So I started crieing. And everyone's like "AWW< ERIC!!" Which made me feel like a BIGGER wuss...


    Romance My Lolipop
    Community Member





    Fri Oct 27, 2006 @ 02:45pm


    you mussn't think tink dat way i am not worthy emo


    CHOKETRENDKILL
    Community Member





    Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 03:19pm



    ZOMG.
    I do that.
    >.<
    About crayons...
    I broke a crayon I curled up in a corner and started crying...


    User Comments: [5]
     
     
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