I'm so confused right now. Too confused. So many things moving left and right. And people are hurting each other constantly.
So I've learned thaty apparently I am :
Rude. Self centered. Jealous. Life ruining. Crappy. Misrable. Creepy. Scary. Freak. Hurtfull. Ignorant. Stupid.
And all these words were said be people who "care".
And for some reason I feel like, s**t.
Like, maybe, I should leave you all alone. This hurts me so much to write.
I'm so sick of holding it all in. So for everyone who hurt me. Who i've hurt. Who tryed to fix me. Who broke me.
Thank you. I know who I am now.
I am: Not worthy.
And i'm sorry. I know i'm not a great person and I know you are all sick of hearing the stupid little emo kid complaining all the time.
But.
I've decided to let myself out.
But, I have a few questions. . . .
When you're in love, How do you fall out? How can you leave the one you love? I thought love was a sign of foreverness?
I'm I wrong?
CHOKETRENDKILL · Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 12:30am · 5 Comments |