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I woke up
in a bit of a daze
this morning.
I wrote you a letter
last night.
Hopefully, my mom
mails it today or tonight.
I just missed you so much
yesterday, and I
didn't know how to
deal with it because
it was too late to call
you, and I couldn't
sleep.
I burnt a bunch of
pictures of douche
that I found hidden
somewhere in my
room last night.
The fire in the
backyard was
actually pretty big
and it smelled bad
but it was so
so beautiful.
And I felt you there.
It was very strange.

I miss you a lot
right now, actually.
I wish I was with you.
I just want to kiss you
so badly.
I just want to
hold your hand
at this very moment.
But I can't.
And that hurts.
But I have to
deal with it,
so I guess I'll
just wait around
until I can hear
your voice later tonight.

I hope I can go
to the show on Sunday.
I want to see you
more than I want
anything right now.
I just want to
be with you.

I love you always and forever.