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i feel so empty.... it feels so cold inside....
it's as if lonliness has become a friend of mine
how i wish someone would fill the space of this empty heart of mine

i've been through relationships in the past...
but i can't seem to make them last...
i want to be loved but i just can't seem to do my part in maintaining the
whole ordeal... something must be very wrong with me...
i let good relationships go to waste... now, here i am feeling so depressed...

is there someone in this world that's meant for me? someone who could understand my shortcomings and flaws?
is there someone i could love more than myself?

i'm starting to sound so desperate...
it must be depression acting up.. i never thought that i would ever write something like this... sometimes, i just surprise myself with what i do...

sigh.... but what could i do?
it's probably not the time for me to start loving again...
i guess i'm still too immature to handle such a big task like this...
nothing left to do but wait....

-end of rant piece-