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The morning drieves a spike through my heart and my head,since I last talked to you, it's hurt that much.the pain is inevitable-no escape in sight at all,you protected me from this all you tore my heart out of me and held it for me as these spikes pierced my mind alone,,because my heart was in someone's hands I had hope to live, but now it hurts and I've gone rather numb,these spikes and figments of the mind seem to tear me away from the hopes of being with you and it honestly hurts A gun never seemed more appealing but I can't because of the things you've left me with. Your memories haunt me and tear me apart they gurdle my life and consume my sanity, they rip out my emotions and leave me broken. Fact is you're gone.And iot killed me to watch you walk away,you might not remember me as well as you used to,but there's two sides to every coin I call mine Ivanovich and I'm making a bit of a comeback. insanity flooding my veins seeping out of my lips I'll begin to tear people apart and leave them broken. That's what I'm here for,I'm here to drag the tears out of your eyesockets and leave you broken beyond repair,I'm here to torment... -Ivanovich Mattvikia Iusczcuk.