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I wear a band-aid on my heart.
It gets hurt so many times.
It never gets any protection.

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	Final Note.
	Final Note.


No ones how much I want to die now. I have never wanted death more. Like on Monday... I was on the bus..I was just sitting with my head against the window, all alone..my throat felt like it was closing in. I was upset, and thought about the people who "love" me. So i sat up. My throat was fine again. Then I leaned back against the window again. I hit my head on the sharp metal frame. I thought I cut my head open. I cried so hard. Luckily I didn't... But now...I wish I stopped breathing, and did crack my head open. But now.. A few selective people hurt me. One hurt me Hard. And the other felt like a pigmy-sized cut. I don't know what to do... It hurts... I'm shaking and crying. I have no contorl over my body. And have no what I may do to myself. So thankyou.. Thank-you. Even if you hurt me...Thank you. CHOKETRENDKILL · Wed Sep 20, 2006 @ 02:48pm · 7 Comments


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` Taru
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Wed Sep 20, 2006 @ 03:02pm

oh hunneh..
i know how you feel.
but please dont hurt yourself?

try not to think about bad things that happened and think about good things that are to come.
and believe me,there will be good things.
nice people,new friends..

AndAnd..if you just want to chat to feel better,
PM me,okai?

<3

Brittanysaurs
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Wed Sep 20, 2006 @ 03:15pm

I'm sorrrrryyyy

Firefighter_fetish
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Wed Sep 20, 2006 @ 11:35pm

I just want you to know that when you need to talk, I'll be here to listen.
I'm sorry that your life isn't too great at the moment, but it will get better...
You're probably thinking "Bullshit!" but it really does, I promise!
I have been on and off suicial (if that makes sense) since 5th grade but things have greatly improved in my life for some reason, I don't know why. I guess I just found friends that I can trust and talk to, and they make life somewhat bareable. I hope you find a few friends that you can trust- even with you life.
I love you!

lonelillyyy
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Thu Sep 21, 2006 @ 07:00am

Not I hopfully.
I love you sammie.
you are my sister.
I have bee through this.
and you dont believe me, but you can talk to me about it anytime.
^_^ I love you so much.

Romance My Lolipop
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Tue Oct 03, 2006 @ 02:27am

your making me cry crying

[.Emo Ink-Pen.]
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Sat Oct 21, 2006 @ 05:13am

NO DEATH!!!!

CHOKETRENDKILL
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Sun Nov 12, 2006 @ 03:12pm

O.o
o.O
Love ya too?

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