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I woke up this morning
alone.
And I'm not sad.
But it would have been nice
to wake up
with you beside me.
And I fell asleep yesterday
waiting for your call.
And you called,
and I woke up and answered.
I talked to you a little,
and it was really nice.

And if you die, I want to die with you.

And I'm sorry
I didn't say much.
I wasn't really awake.
But hearing your voice
made me smile.
I couldn't stop smiling.
Because you were
on the other end
of the phone.
And knowing that
made me happy.

I miss you terribly
right now.
And I've only been away
from you for a day.
What's going to happen
when you go on tour
for a month or more
at a time?

Lonely people come to pray.
Look at all of them beg to stay.

I think I'd go
a little crazy.
I'd be in
so much
pain
because you wouldn't
be there.
And that would kill me.
But you know,
maybe it wouldn't.
Maybe I'd be able
to stick it out
with the hope of
seeing you
one day soon.
Just like now.
Just like now, only
I'd have to wait a little longer.

It'd be well worth it.
Because seeing you again
would make me that much
happier.

I love you.
I will always love you.
Nothing will ever change that.
Thank you for giving
me life.

I love you always and forever.

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It just started raining...
And that makes
me miss you
even more
than I already do.
I want to kiss you
in that rain.
I want to
be with you
right now.
I love you always and forever.