Don't read this.... I just needed to get it out of my mind.
Rawr.... I'm starting to confuse myself. I need to put this down somewhere. Don't have to read, you know? Well.... Lately, I've noticed something.... I can't show the emotion of saddness. I can't. Even if I try. Is that good or bad? I don't know. All I can mainly express lately is angry and annoince. I can't spell... But it's weird. All these people who always act depressed are about and I can't even try to act depressed. Sadness doesn't stick. I can't hold a grudge. It just doesn't stick. Is that a good thing, or a bad thing? I on't know. On one hand, I'm never sad, always just annoyed. But on the other hand, I can't experance all the emotions I should. Confusing self.... Lately, I've been trying to stop myself, but I've been thinking people are inferior to me. I don't want to! people are equal. but I'll see someone do something so stupid, it startles me. I can't go to a psycoligist *can't spell*. Last time I went to one thay thought I had multiple personalities. I am not a mental case. Worthless idiot... See! There I go again! Plus, why would I trouble someone I don't even know with my own problems? They have their own. I should just shut up.... It's a phase. I know it is. It has to be. The rantings of a mad 13 year old.... I'm too young to be bothering with these things. Must be a phase....
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I read most of your journalll.
Wow. I feel all cool now.
Luff luff luff.
I hope comments make you feel all fuzzy inside.