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I feel so...
ignored.
worthless.
alone.
unloved.

And I don't know why.
-Well... I feel ignored because nobody calls me. Nobody comments anymore. Daniel doesn't pay much attention to me when we're on the phone anymore.
-I'm not sure why I feel worthless... because I am, I guess.
-I feel alone because I am. Sitting here by myself. I've seen three or four people that mean something to me all day. I'm not with him, either. I wish I was. I haven't touched him in ages.
-I feel unloved because the spark is gone... Sometimes I wonder if Daniel's attracted to me anymore... I'm sure he is, I think it's just my brain being lame and making me worry too much or something... But I dunno... I just... don't know.
I just don't want to lose what we have... Because I love him so much, it's not even funny. I want to marry him, for ******** sake.

I don't know.....

Whatever.